between me and the commitment ; and how the resolution in 2010?

today, a sunny afternoon JATINANGOR bind, there is one thing that still adorn my mind. I think that I had to make some major changes to consistently do the little things. I would change is the change to take a better direction. Sometimes, I run from the commitment I made, it is hard indeed if we hold fast to the first position we have fertilizer and plan from the beginning. External conditions are always changing makes me think whether I should change the policy or should I stick to my position. Really, it makes me confused, and I think for a moment about the nature of our lives as human beings.
I also remembered the words of my teacher of the Koran as a child that there is no happiness in this world’s most beautiful unless we keep the love of God. Horizontal relationship to others is very important for us to connect to the vertical relationship to GOD ALMIGHTY.
Based on the above, then I conclude that we and the commitment must be based on the infinite path god of love.
From the beginning I made a commitment to myself that I must be a success. I must be independent to be useful for others and this nation.
I understand that yesterday, yesterday I was always neglected and ignored what had been my original goal. I realized my life was at the level of the ins and outs of up and down. I also realize there are many mistakes and negligence that adorned my life in the year 2009. But I do not want to remain silent and regret all that has happened. I had to get up and continued optimism in the face of life.
Today, December 31, 2009, a turning point for me, today I’ve made a resolution in 2010. Starting today, this minute, I commit that I had to get out of all the shackles my mind defeat in 2009, I have more powerful and wise response to all my problems. I must be the best to always study hard, learn and keep learning. I should be diligent in following competitions. I have to win and prove that I was an intelligent person and can be proud parents, friends and of course this nation. I have to win an essay contest, iternasional paper, etc.. I should be diligent in worship to GOD ALMIGHTY. I could not leave my responsibilities, both as a student, friend, child, or as someone who was given great confidence to others. I have to be a successful entrepreneur with lead multinational and international companies. I commit that I should be successful in the year 2010. and many more that I wanted the resolution in 2010.
This resolution would be a mere paper if I was not consistently apply and implement optimistic spirit. I must have a spirit. I believe that, with hard work always maintained and continue to worship the god, I will be a success. success in the world and the Hereafter. ammin